Running on Empty Dreams
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IMDB rating: 4.90 Plot: Young and athletic Sydney Harris (Kathleen Benner) finds out that she has six months to live unless she and her husband (Jose Rosete) can come up with the money for her medical treatment. Sounds simple enough; get the money, save her life. But her underpaid, working class husband can’t afford the treatment. And time is ticking away. As Sydney begins to seek out a means to save her life, she begins to question her existence and does some soul searching, only to find herself falling in love with a single mom (Rachel Owens) in the neighborhood that Sydney and her family have just moved into. Sydney is then forced to choose between her religious upbringing, her husband and son, and a love that she hides, all while fighting a losing battle to save her own life. |
Actors: Rosete Jose,Rillero Wil,McBride Sevan,Andrews Gilbert,Brenner Jarrod,Brown John,Clemonts Jr. McKinley,Clemonts Sr. McKinley,Cotton J. Carmichael,Ferguson Ray,Friedberg David,Gordon Josh,Hansen Travis,Drama,Romance,
What does this horrible dream mean? Why did I have it?
Friday after noon I had a small argument with my husband cause of personal issues, and i really hate having them in front of my kids I feel so bad when it does happen and I’m only 14 weeks pregnant so i get pretty jumpy. Saturday 1/23 at around 3-4 in the morning I woke up to the most horrifying nightmare. Me, my husband and our only 2 of 3 kids we have were there in a 2 story building the first floor was just empty kinda scary, but the 2nd floor only had 2 apartments. Me and my husband had a HUGE argument our only neighbors we’re our actual friends in real life he went over to their house and i stood home next thing i knew the house was a complete mess but i never recalled doing it. All of a sudden my friend/neighbor gave me a call invited me somewhere and i said yes so i rushed, i got ready picked the house up a little and served the kids some food in case they got hungry, why? cause i was planning on leaving them ALONE! (How insane!) So i left but i came back sort of pissed and i come in the house and next thing you know i was strangling my son the 2yr old (just typing this gets me freaked out and teary eyed) while listening to my other son a 3 yr old pleading me not to do it, in my head i was just thinking it wasn’t me! I instantly woke up looking around trying to snap out of it, my husband woke up and i bursted in tears hysterically he kept asking what was wrong and i couldn’t speak i was mortified, he only told me that the love of a mother is stronger than anything, he knows I’m not capable of doing such thing I’m just really afraid I pray to God to give me peace in my sleep my husband really wants to go back to church as well because it has us both thinking about that we don’t want it to be any type of warning or anything in common.
About 1 yr ago i had a different dream with my same 2yr old son but it was actually cause our front screen door didn’t work well so i was always concerned it was closed right and twice did my son walk out to play with his toys in the front, i actually did dream that the door was open and he got out and crossed the street, he got ran over by a car and was on the other side the street and i ran over praying it wasn’t him but it was after that i woke up and was also terrified. maybe cause he’s a little more of a hyper active kid who drives me a little more insane than the other 2 I’m not sure.
Please give me your opinions i really wouldn’t like to hear any negativity. Thanks in advance
You mention church so I’m thinking you may be a Christian. Christianity is about faith for sure, a trust, but with love too. This takes a maturity. This isn’t just a head thing, a knowing, but also a heart thing — a willingness to love and commit to God eternally. The most important factors I’m learning are faith, love, peace, hope, friendliness, caring, giving. and meekness, plus obedience. God is our Creator, all-knowing, all-powerful, eternal, holy, love. Mostly, God is love and He wants us to be love too and become like Jesus Christ, which takes obedience and faith that He can help us succeed to do His will. Our will needs to be yielded to His will. We need to accept Jesus into our life as our Lord and Savior forever to receive God’s blessing and forgiveness plus go to heaven. Having Jesus in your life means changing your life to accept His leadership — thus He is your Lord, and not just your Savior. He wants to change us to be more like Him. The more we love God, the more we can commit and be obedient. Spiritual maturity comes as we realize that life isn’t all about us. Most important is loving and helping God and others. I’m Lutheran. Ways to stay on the project are going to church, reading the Bible daily, and daily prayer as needed. Some churches do a weekly Bible study group and these can be a good way to get committed to read the Bible often and keep going. Make some nice friends at church and do things with them too. Don’t isolate yourself at home or be depressed. Think positive, have hope, and don’t focus on negative thoughts. Let God guide you. God bless.
peacelove | Jan 29, 2010
When you are pregnant, it is normal to have really bad, very vivid nightmares. at least that is what my doc told me. I have 2 boys and had bad dreams with both. My problem is that they ( with my already excessive overworrying) started to interfere with my everyday life. Even after the pregnancy ended. I had to go to a therapist who diagnosed me with " irrational thinking " she told me that you have to look at things like this. 90 percent of what you imagine can never possibly happen, 5 of the remaining 10 percent is highly unlikely to happen. So she said I only need to process about 5 percent of what i worry about. the dreams SHOULD quit after the birth. but you should talk to your OB/GYN
Mommy | Jan 29, 2010